Thursday, August 13, 2009
many times over!
and there's this person tht i'm absolutely crazy about
i think of you everyday, the way you look at me
the way you talk to me, the way you care
the way you smile even when i knew it was forbidden
it really aches, liking/ loving you. or jus being with you.
so, i'm standing here alone.
with no clue whut to do next.
where to goo anymore.
you messes up my head.
no one understands everything i do,
so i decided, to leave everything behind.
i know it's not right. but it's for your own good.
they know better than to judge right?
they know me better than to hurt people over and over again.
they know me better than to play with everyone's heart.
they should've known me better than to judge real quick.
that i'm nothing but a jerk with no heart
yet i try to understand them.
becauuse i care as much as they do
i have nothing againnst them.
because nvr get much time to know them!
Published 4:49 PM

In a blink of an eye, everything has changed. I tried to look in your eyes. To find simple explanation for what I’m feeling inside. I knew I had to have you by my side. I need this time to be with you. ‘Cause I’m missing you insanely. I can’t stand being far any longer. I want to hold you near once more. I will keep on waiting until. You finally realized that you miss me too. Even if you don’t need me anymore. Even if you don’t like me anymore. Even if you don’t want me anymore I would still be here to make you smile. But I can’t find the need to take a breath. ‘Cause you don’t know, can’t see. What really goes on inside of me. You make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile. You’re unlike other and I don’t want to ever like another. If I only have the right to say I love you. If you would only love me back. You wouldn’t have to cry no more. I'd rather be alone than. To go on without you. You mean every little thing to me. I wish you were here with me. What i show you are real. Just believe me, and don't worry.
Nguyen-Bolivar-Persaud's-Fondales-Caesar-Lagumbay-Catalig-Hermano-