Sunday, July 19, 2009
In life nothing is certain.
Words never spoken~` Time was the enemy for the good times never to be realized..
Wouldn't ask for nething anymore.. not even your
friendshiip.. Can't you see i give up.. i don't try calling you.. bother talking to you.. 'Cause i had it.. Yuh.. i made my mistakes from the past..
Believe it or not. I do know every single one of them.. I just can't let my miind/heart keeps on hurtiing over past mistakes.. I mean it's done, there's nothing i could doo.. We have our different lives, I see you happy, you tell everyone you're happy.. That You're
falling for him.. But you tell me a whole different story.. For whuut?? nothing would change anything anymore.. I don't care if you're falling for him.. I had my chance and i ruined it.. You're doing all this for whuut?? You call ..cause it's been a while since we talked.. Why does it even matter now? I'm not stupiid.. You keep telling me tht it's jus fosho.. I can't help but to think that all you think about is yourself..
Annd if you're planning to lie.. you might as well.. Stick to one.. I'm not stupiid.. You don't even know how to be a friend.. 'Cause if you doo.. it dun matter if we had a past, you'll be true to urself.. And you won't let people get their hopes up. ! "
love" do you even know whut love means?? it's too early to say Iloveyou.. ?? You say i love you anytiime you mean it.. it don't matter.. how long.. Stuff you've been through.. None of tht matters..
UNLESS YOU MEAN IT!I can't be your friend.. Can't promise that i'll be there if you need anything.. And don't you woorry.. cause i'll nvr come to you.. EVER.. Highschool is a big oppotunity to start a new life.. it's comming up.. But just let me start noww.. Your'ree happy.. and let's just keep it that way.. Don't say that oh where is she now.. why dou have to choose her over me. . If she's guna leave you neways.. those things you dun know how much it affects me. . You were once a friend.. but now whut have you been? You are such a pro for lowrriing my self- estteem.. Tell me i don;t have a heart.. 'cause if i don't.. How could i be such a smile to some people.. If you are to rub everything you've done to/for me.. before. . We migght as well.. not be friends anymore or maybe time heals anything.. But until now, i think
We're better off this way. .
Published 10:19 AM

In a blink of an eye, everything has changed. I tried to look in your eyes. To find simple explanation for what I’m feeling inside. I knew I had to have you by my side. I need this time to be with you. ‘Cause I’m missing you insanely. I can’t stand being far any longer. I want to hold you near once more. I will keep on waiting until. You finally realized that you miss me too. Even if you don’t need me anymore. Even if you don’t like me anymore. Even if you don’t want me anymore I would still be here to make you smile. But I can’t find the need to take a breath. ‘Cause you don’t know, can’t see. What really goes on inside of me. You make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile. You’re unlike other and I don’t want to ever like another. If I only have the right to say I love you. If you would only love me back. You wouldn’t have to cry no more. I'd rather be alone than. To go on without you. You mean every little thing to me. I wish you were here with me. What i show you are real. Just believe me, and don't worry.
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